Never Give Up

I was having a drink with 1 of my very special friend. And we talk about marriage. I actually understand man is scared to deal with commitment when situation come about marriage, more ridiculous and funny is they will have some thinking like actually they r really love someone but somehow because of his scare and insecure, they will just go away from u. And the question I always asked do they leave some choice for us??

From my point of view, and I'm very honest but my comment doesn’t apply to everyone. I hope I can marry to the man I love and live happily ever after. This is the dreams or fairy tales for every girl. But somehow it’s only come true during your dreams time. I realized that actually marry like u run a business. U will fall in love on the product u sell, you'll choose a nice packaging, nice location, nice branding for the product u selling, and you'll put on all affords on that just want to gain not only profit but also reputation from all the sources from your business. Like the peoples always said that the difficult part is how's u manage it. Like in the relationship, the hardest part is how u manages it. Don’t u think that u want give up your business so easily? After all you’re hard work and affords, time, investments putting in. Just like relationship, can u really said give up and run away just like that? I believe that it’s happen and cant said the people are selfish but they just dun have a strong minded to stay on.

And I found out the big problem is they like to change. Yes I know if the situation not so good, things have to be change. I'm not the person afraid to change, just that my thinking like u already in the half way of somewhere, u rather to choose a new way to continue all over again or u keep on going the way where u suppose to be. And my choice will be the second choice. I can’t foresee the future what going to be look like, or I can’t predict what will happen tomorrow. I just have believed that I want go straight and concentrated on one way rather than two. I believe that the future is created by us. If I stay on and focus, I'm sure I can see it. Like see the rainbow after rain?? And I think is better that if u chooses a new way to starts all over again and again. Lastly u won’t get anything u wan. I know I'm stubborn, but what I think is I'm not easy to give up anything, coz I want see the future and I want to prove that actually I’m worth to not giving up.

Now a day, I believe it’s difficult to find someone who really can understand u and supporting u in everything or someone is care and appreciates u. And it’s hard to find people who are willing to go with u for the future. No matter now u doesn’t own anything and is better to have someone who is willing to work out with u to gain the things u want for the future. But somehow they will just leave us although they actually are love u so much. It’s really cruel to kill people's dreams or wish and the worst part is they did it to force us to give up. And this is just to fulfill they actually want to invest in others. But at last actually is not happy. Is it really worth?? I'm wonder how many times they want change. And lastly my thinking still simple, I'm willing to support and work together with the one I love just that after both earned something together then only the time to think about marriage. Although somehow marriage is just the ceremony but I know I wan it when both are ready to have it. Am I too greedy to demand it?