Scent...

Scent is an odor left in passing by which a person or animal can be traced. And scent is actually unique. Simply means that actually every one of us have own scent which we didn’t aware of realized, somehow it only be aware by the person who closed to u. like your partner, lover and only can be smell when you hug each others or when you get to them very closely. The scents from the person are naturally, so no artificial content. (I’m not meaning of the perfume). And the great part is that everybody’s scent is different and can be said unique.

You may created taste, may recording or captured an object or whatever you like. But somehow scent is something u can’t taste, record, captured or touch. It only can be stored into your memory. You can’t even describe it but you will remember when you smell it again. And don’t be surprised that you never get wrong. You will never forget the person’s scent. Even you didn’t keep in touch with a person long time. When the memory, looks, voice are unfamiliar to you, but when you got chance to smell it again their body’s scent, just like everything came back together. Then only you realized that actually you never forgot anything about this person.

I might have this kind of experiences and now I realized that I actually so miss his scent. So be more aware of the scent that the person you love. And you will appreciate the smell actually is the precious to you right now.

Something just cant be explained

Long time ago, someone told me that our life change actually is depending on the movie that u watched, a person that u met, and a song that u listened to. Don’t think this kind of entertainment just give u a happy hour but it actually came with the value that u earned which somehow u didn’t realized about that. For simple example, now a day, the “mat rempit” issues getting worse, and cant be deny is actually came from the impact of the movie itself. This is the extreme case, what I mean here, simple that we actually can take from the movie with a good value. It is more important.

I love movie so much, I enjoyed every moment of the movie, even through happy, not happy, romance, even action movie I’ll just like to watch. Maybe I’m the person like to listen to story, and movie told me every wonderful story.

Still remember a movie that I watched few years ago, is a Japanese movie called “Love Letter” (I believe many people heard of this movie but somehow no chance to watch it). Ya, it only showed on International screen which only found at the limited cinema and for limited time. And u can’t get this VCD so easily. (For those want have an idea that what movie I actually talking about, can visit: http://imdb.com/title/tt0113703/). I just love this movie so much, because of it touching, beautiful act and a fantastic story. Somehow till today only I know how real this movie is, and how impact its influence me.

I like the part where the guys like to hang out at library, for sure he went because of his dream girl who same name with him, till the ending only realized, why the guys need to borrow so many books and not because he read the books but he actually wrote the name of the girl. And the best part is, the guys found a fiancé who is looks like the dream girl.

I agree that the preference of a person. Who actually will choose a similar looks again for their partner. So you might now realize why your friend’s girlfriend or boyfriend’s the looks are so similar. Beside that, the touching part, which the guy did on the library borrow card, He wrote the name in every single books. And the girl only realized after he died. I believe that when u miss or love someone definitely will do something which u think can remind u of them, like if the person that u miss so much like to eat chocolate, for sure you’ll eat chocolate when u miss them.

For me, the person that I miss so much, things that remind me of him, is the word he usually said. And which I didn’t say it when I’m with him. But now I did speak the words so frequent. Every time when I speak, write I actually miss him; therefore, how frequent I speak out can be equally how much I miss him. So folk, if u realized what is that words, which I didn’t speak usually, but it does now, please don’t ask me why. It just can’t be explained.

Never Give Up

I was having a drink with 1 of my very special friend. And we talk about marriage. I actually understand man is scared to deal with commitment when situation come about marriage, more ridiculous and funny is they will have some thinking like actually they r really love someone but somehow because of his scare and insecure, they will just go away from u. And the question I always asked do they leave some choice for us??

From my point of view, and I'm very honest but my comment doesn’t apply to everyone. I hope I can marry to the man I love and live happily ever after. This is the dreams or fairy tales for every girl. But somehow it’s only come true during your dreams time. I realized that actually marry like u run a business. U will fall in love on the product u sell, you'll choose a nice packaging, nice location, nice branding for the product u selling, and you'll put on all affords on that just want to gain not only profit but also reputation from all the sources from your business. Like the peoples always said that the difficult part is how's u manage it. Like in the relationship, the hardest part is how u manages it. Don’t u think that u want give up your business so easily? After all you’re hard work and affords, time, investments putting in. Just like relationship, can u really said give up and run away just like that? I believe that it’s happen and cant said the people are selfish but they just dun have a strong minded to stay on.

And I found out the big problem is they like to change. Yes I know if the situation not so good, things have to be change. I'm not the person afraid to change, just that my thinking like u already in the half way of somewhere, u rather to choose a new way to continue all over again or u keep on going the way where u suppose to be. And my choice will be the second choice. I can’t foresee the future what going to be look like, or I can’t predict what will happen tomorrow. I just have believed that I want go straight and concentrated on one way rather than two. I believe that the future is created by us. If I stay on and focus, I'm sure I can see it. Like see the rainbow after rain?? And I think is better that if u chooses a new way to starts all over again and again. Lastly u won’t get anything u wan. I know I'm stubborn, but what I think is I'm not easy to give up anything, coz I want see the future and I want to prove that actually I’m worth to not giving up.

Now a day, I believe it’s difficult to find someone who really can understand u and supporting u in everything or someone is care and appreciates u. And it’s hard to find people who are willing to go with u for the future. No matter now u doesn’t own anything and is better to have someone who is willing to work out with u to gain the things u want for the future. But somehow they will just leave us although they actually are love u so much. It’s really cruel to kill people's dreams or wish and the worst part is they did it to force us to give up. And this is just to fulfill they actually want to invest in others. But at last actually is not happy. Is it really worth?? I'm wonder how many times they want change. And lastly my thinking still simple, I'm willing to support and work together with the one I love just that after both earned something together then only the time to think about marriage. Although somehow marriage is just the ceremony but I know I wan it when both are ready to have it. Am I too greedy to demand it?