Pre-Trip

* Please allow me to use present tense in the trip diaries entry.

Day 1 Dec 24th – Dec 25th


It comes finally, a day that waited for so long since after my birthday. Ever forget that I actually love this day since I’m young I think. Never think that I have such a day. It can be said disappointed in my memory. Maybe cant said like that, because the result is obvious and so clearly I’m not deserved that. But somehow I just no going to lie to myself that I do hope some miracle happen. Every time you will just with me during this time, from the first trip I joined till now. I wish I can get some wish and bless before that, but maybe it seems so hard for you and me in this time. This time I’m not only sit down and wait for the miracle. I did something but in the end I can’t change any. Miracles do not happen every time. But at last I got something from you which I do not expected. Which the stuffs you like it the most but not for me. Anyway, as I said I took your favorite as mine, are u sending me a message that u encourages me to do that often?? As mention earlier, the number of time I did means the amount of I miss you…

Things to cheer me up might be the x’mas dinner with the gang. Have a really nice dinner with my favorite chicken marry land. Ya. For the fried banana. (I’ll not complaint anymore k…) I think god still treat me well as he not punished me anymore. Is it the time and amount I suffer for so long time is enough? Because I still having a gang of best friends who really care of me. At least they willing to listen to me and accompany and help me though out everything. Thanks and appreciate when I didn’t have his care, u guys just share with me yours.

Never think of I countdown for X’mas while I’m unloading my back pack from car at KLIA. The first person I see after x’mas is the guy sitting down at the Emirated airline counter to help on checked in. After that, we went in wait for boarding. The train leading to the boarding gate like led me to stay far away from you. Is this my initial plan that I want to go away from you for a while? Now is a question around my mind. I’ll take off in a while more, should I say goodbye before? Never think that call and sms is so luxury between us. Maybe I should write down everything in paper to show you in the future? I decided I sent sms out hope you got the message.

Time to go, sitting down on my seat and look around the plane, reminds me the last time on plane was with you. This time I’m not with the happy feeling as last time maybe just lack of your kisses and hugs. You must be wonder how powerful that it’s mean to be. Browsing the movie list available on the screen, nothing interest after I found this “Star Dust”. The movie I wish it can be real. And I hope it happen on me with you. And my favorite still “love is unconditional” exactly said my words. But somehow when u can’t dedicated to the one you love, it gonna be waste. Ordered a bottle of red wine… Ok from this minutes onward I gonna be happy as I don’t wanna waste my money with this mood. The last conscious things I think on the plane before I sleep…

Conclude of the year of 2007

Its time to conclude the year of 2007…. This is the 2nd year I didn’t at KL for New Year… Both year for a same reason and I was on the plane to the same destination from different location. I did count down so many times on plane as I flew off different time zone... My journey starts last weeks of the year when everybody is busy celebrating their time with their loves one…. Its fun that u going travel on the day of celebration, at least no need to think off what should do on the special day, where should go… I can say it’s really less stressful when your gang keeps asking what’s plan on X’mas or New Year… Well, the trip actually safe me for free of thinking…

Anyway, really appreciated guys…. Thanks for the ride to airport. I got your good bless before I went off. Maybe is believe, like when u get a new jobs, my mum will give me angpau when the 1st day of work, it’s a token of lucky to bless have a smooth and good time. So why I think is important to have somebody to send you before you going somewhere, sure they will wish you have a good journey… that’s what you need before going to trip… although just a ride or maybe a phase but it make different for me.

I’m actually excited for this trip… the place is the dream place which I wish to be there. So my dream lists now will be edited as per below:

1) Paris, France
2) Rome, Italy
3) Bhutan
4) Tibet
5) Nepal
6) Beijing, China
7) Japan
8) Korea
9) Barcelona, Spain
10) Althen


Its seems that I going to achieve it soon wei… next entry will be on my trip diaries… will get it up soon (if…) so allow me to take sometime to manage it … be patient… stay tuned….